Annie's Abyss [Diary Room]

[annie]

Also roddys post in hoh makes me feel like he's Christian cage but idk so whatev. Doesn't even matter. But if he is I will lol since we did random games together and stuff. Love that kid!

[Kat]

I definitely LOL'd at Ian's goodbye

[annie]

My performance in the Endurance HOH was pathetic, I'm so disappointed in myself - never start an endurance competition drunk, without a timer, and when you're with friends. -____- So dumb, I don't even know what I was thinking. Nothing I can do now, though. Just gotta move forward, but to make things worse -- KEVIN is HOH. Wowwww I don't even think I've ever spoken to him ONCE in IM. .____. This just flat out SUCKS. I'm probably gonna be nominated and viewed as a threat and probably evicted, so whatever. Just before Jury, too? Ah, sucks. #_#

[Kat]

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[annie]

Uih😌😜😝

[annie]

Jan 5, 2013 4:05:23 GMT -5 Kat said:

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Wait what is that? Is that Lights?

I might be going to another Lights concert in a couple weeks ;D I'm so excited! & also, I don't remember replying last night or seeing this, wtffffs. HBD TO ME!

[annie]

Anyway I talked to Kevin and he told me I was going up with Holly due to my part in his nomination last week or something -_____-. Such shit. I asked him if I was his target and he didn't commit one way or the other, which makes me think I am, but I don't understand why I would be -- I didn't fucking DO anything to him. +_+ Oh well, I'm probably screwed if I stay on the block against Holly though. I know she's super popular and she thinks I'm more popular, but idk. Even so, Kevin fucked himself by nominating popular people... he'll just piss EVERYONE off. Votes I hope I can obtain: Joshuah, Frank, Roddy, Shane, Jenn, Cassi. Holly picked Frank though, so idk if I can get him. =\ We'll see!

[annie]

WHAT THE FUCK.

[annie]

Fucking Kevin, god damn. Wtf @ his score, I couldn't have beaten that even if I had the thread prepared, I still don't fucking get it. Whatever, seems legit I guess. It's so fucking hard to campaign to him when there is a language barrier (or a really good alias shtick, I don't really buy this French shit. I thought it could be Evan, idk. We'll see. DOESN'T FUCKING MATTER, IT'S STILL FUCKING HARD TO TALK TO HIM, GOD DAMN.) But anyway it really sucks I lost because of that when I probably was the better poster and if I go home after being runner up in the veto, I will be so pissed off and disappointed at myself. I can't be too angry though cause this was like honestly worst case scenario for me... what can I do from here?

Kevin IM'd me after results went up so I checked and saw he won. I was congratulatory and everything but it's still really fucking sucky. =\ I'm not in a good position and the person who PUT me in this position is the person who has the sole power to get me out of it. It sucks, it really fucking sucks. But I talked to him and I know he wants Holly out, he's just so disconnected and lackluster to have the sway and influence to get the job done, so I don't trust that Holly will go over me. I'm trying to convince him to put up someone more popular like Jenn or Frank, so get the job done. I promised my vote to go to Holly, and that I'd work with him in the next weeks. I told him people want him & Cassi out next, and I will work to make sure that doesn't happen, idk. Idk what else to do. =\ I will honor my end of the deal so he would be stupid to risk losing a potential ally over a bunch of people who REALLY don't give a shit about him... +____+

Also, Holly came to me saying that we needed to pull a Dan and get Kevin to trust us and use the POV on us. That's where Holly is failing. She's thinking about "us," while I'm thinking about "me." But hey, it may work for her. The fat lady hasn't sung yet. But she said we have to get Cassi & Kristen, get in a chat with Kevin, and for all four of us girls to promise Kevin safety and to backdoor someone. I asked if she thought Cassi & Kristen would actually do that, and she said she will get Kristen and I can get Cassi. 1) I probably could, but 2) I'm denying that me and Cassi are that close, just that I told her I'd veto her if she returned the favor, and 3) She just admitted she has Kristen wrapped around her finger. That's another vote I don't have. Lane and Shane barely talk to me. She chose Frank to play in the Veto. That's four potential votes against me, so I *NEED* to get Cassi, Jenn, Joshuah, and Roddy... but the only votes I have locked are Cassi & Joshuah, I think. Jenn and I haven't been talking as much and she is aligned with Frank. Also, Roddy and I haven't been talking much either. =\ This effing SUCKS!

If I go home this close to the Jury, I will be soooo ugh.

[annie]

I PM'd Kevin throwing Kristen/Holly under the bus. I'm desperate lol. I DON'T want to go home. #_# & I barely have time to campaign seeing as it's my fucking birthday and I haven't slept or packed or driven back to Uni yet. Blah

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I was just thinking & now I'm thinking out loud, so feel free to ignore anything I say or take it into consideration, but if you want Holly out I feel like the same people will vote for her to go no matter who she is against? So what you should prepare for is in the event we don't have the votes to get Holly out, who is the second best person to go?

I was thinking about it, and I think it could be Kristen? Holly told me she would be able to get Kristen to do whatever she wanted, so obviously Kristen is already 1 vote to keep her, whereas if you Veto me, that's another locked vote against Holly. Replacing me with Kristen on the block against Holly takes away one of Holly's votes to stay (Kristen) and puts a vote on her to go (Me) so I think it's something to consider!

This may be your best chance to get Holly out, since Kristen is so far the only person we're pretty sure of that will keep Holly! Also, if she really is already with Holly, then she is probably already against us, so you won't be making an enemy by putting her up, you would only be gaining an ally (me! <3).

I hope you consider this, and I hope if you decide to leave nominations the same, that you don't tell anyone I'm campaigning against them so I can attempt to get their votes to keep me instead of Holly. I also feel like you're my only hope at this point, I need you! & if you keep me, you won't regret it. I will be on your side if I stay this week, so please help me because I want to help you too!

Thank you for reading this mess. I just want to keep you in the loop with what I am thinking! Good luck with your decision & I hope to talk to you later.

[annie]

Boom.

[annie]

i campaigned to Cassi to get her to vote out Holly, since apparently Josh/Shane are and four would be enough since Kevin would send Holly home. I think it worked. =o

[annie]

Me, Cassi, and Joshuah voted out Holly. I will be beyond pissed if Shane keeps her after all that. #_#

Me & Cassi just wanted to vote in the majority. I don't want whoever it staying to be pissed at me, and I preferred Holly leaving since she has so many connections, and with her gone I may be Frank's priority. No one really cares about Kristen, Josh, Cassi, or Kevin -- so I'm hoping to pick them as my allies so I can guarantee them to be loyal to me. Everyone else seems to connected/scheming/conniving/social, etc. So I'd rather align myself with people who have no one but me so they have to rely on me, ty <3

Anyway I will lol if Shane evicted Kristen. Me, Cassi, and Joshuah will be the minority and that's the main alliance I wanted to pursue anyway. We will have to work with Kevin to come back from this. =\ I really freakin' wish I owned the HOH. -___- I coulda gotten the damn job done, I bet.

[annie]

Also, thank GOD Kevin vetoed me, cause imagine he hadn't: I feel like the votes would have gone similarly (maybe even Shane evicting me) and I'm sure Kristen would have evicted me over Holly. I'd have to campaign to Frank and Roddy and Kevin (since I feel like I would have Joshuah and Cassi). But who knows. It woulda been a toss up.

[annie]

Badabing badaboom