Random Thoughts and Confessionals

[KEVIN]

I do not know who i keep. I talk to Ian now, maybe he has opinion.

(20:28:34) comptinedunautreete what are you thinking for vote?
(20:28:43) comptinedunautreete i have not talked to them
(20:28:50) Ian Terry I think Amanda will be E.T going home
(20:29:08) comptinedunautreete what is E.T?
(20:29:31) Ian Terry That classical movie about an Alien wanting to go home back to his planet
(20:29:54) comptinedunautreete oooo yes I know it

I do not know what Ian talk about. Amannda will be E.T going home. What do he mean? I do not understand.

I think he say Amanda is leaving.

But.

At this time.

Amanda come to me!! She talk.

(20:36:12) Amanda bb so...can I ask you a favor??
(20:36:22) comptinedunautreete yes of course!

She said more, but not after. So, what do this mean? Can I ask you a favor?? Yes. Do it mean I keep her?? She does not say haha. But I say yes I hope you have votes for staying. So she promise me she keep me safe if she is HOH.

I see it as. Cassi not talk to me. Amanda talk to me. I vote Cassi out. I did not think that but now I will do because Cassi did not talk.

[KEVIN]

So then Frank talk to me. He ask what I think. I say have not talked to them. He scream. Both are on now!

Yes I know but I am shy person. I do not see it my time talking to them. But o well i tell Frank i was asked for vote by Amanda. He will use against me he is in big alliance he talk to everyone I know I fucked up and I know I not social. Whatever!!

[KEVIN]

[KEVIN]

OK THAT REALLY SUCK!! I VOTED IN MINORITY AS I EXPECTING AND IT SUCK BUT I WAS MEGATHREAT EITHER WAY

On way out I see Amanda leave hint. She say good luck Jenn and Holly. IT SUCK FOR THEM BE SINGLED OUT LIKE THAT. Amanda is cow for doing!! SO I WILL TALK TO JENN. I will say I protect them. I never talk to Holly but I hope it fine!! I need alliance!!!

O I had enough ball to start conversation with Holly

[KEVIN]

WE HAVE ALLIANCE SORT OF NOW!!

(11:41:39) Holly King awe thanks:) i hope im not like a target for keeping amanda
(11:42:25) comptinedunautreete yes i think because she say your and Jenns name people start think you are together :/
(11:42:45) Holly King omg i know
(11:42:58) comptinedunautreete i like you both I will have your backs!!
(11:43:14) Holly King i bet me and jen are like going to go up next and i like barely talk to jenn
(11:43:48) comptinedunautreete o yes i agree people may think that :/
(11:44:27) comptinedunautreete i think i will go up too people like doing that it seem haha
(11:44:35) Holly King if you win hoh will you keep me safe mister?
(11:44:43) comptinedunautreete yes for sure!!
(11:44:55) Holly King omg thank you :-)
(11:45:31) comptinedunautreete i promise! I do not have same connections everyone has, i think they all have some alliances going, they scare me haha
(11:49:37) Holly King me to!
(11:49:55) Holly King i feel like everyone loves each other and i have like no one
(11:50:12) comptinedunautreete omg yes i feel same!!
(11:51:14) comptinedunautreete i did not know who to talk to because everyone reserved but because amanda said this i feel ok maybe not everyone
(11:51:32) Holly King what do you mean?
(11:53:01) comptinedunautreete well when i talk to someone they seem reserved, in alliances and now amanda said this so it make me think maybe you do not have many people you work with, like me
(11:55:20) comptinedunautreete like it hard to see who is in same boat as me but it look like you are in same boat
(11:55:46) Holly King oh i know
(11:55:54) Holly King i feel like a loner lol
(11:56:20) comptinedunautreete yes same!! so we should have each others backs
(11:56:41) Holly King omg ok!
(11:57:00) Holly King we totally need to work together
(11:58:27) comptinedunautreete yes!!

It is first conversation and I hate form alliance in first conversation but I desparate.

[KEVIN]

How can I deal with Jenn person.

I try set up conversation about vote and try approach her for work together but it go like this:

(22:04:05) comptinedunautreete so based on amanda message
(22:04:24) Jenn Arroyo Yes?
(22:04:25) comptinedunautreete it was you and holly and me who voted Cassi
(22:04:36) comptinedunautreete because I voted Cassi
(22:04:45) Jenn Arroyo Ick!
(22:05:13) comptinedunautreete yea
(22:05:38) comptinedunautreete Amanda ask me to vote on her side and Cassi never ask
(22:06:56) comptinedunautreete but i hope Amandas message will not put target
(22:07:32) Jenn Arroyo Did the next HoH challenge get posted yet?

She end conversation about vote by asking stupid question. Now I do not know what I can do no more ><

What is "Ick!" I do not know what she up to.

On other hand I like Holly she seem cool person and she tell me she think put up Josh because Josh having something against her. Since she tell me, I feel she trust me I trust her. I hope we win HOH!!

[KEVIN]

I think Frank have back door for me in making because I show I am big threat last time

[KEVIN]

aT LEAST I PLAY VETO YAY BUT STILL SCARED!!!

[KEVIN]

OH MY GOD LOOK I FOUND THIS IN MAIL PM FROM FRANK OMG

Hey buddy! Hopefully I can talk to you on aim but I was wondering if you would be interested in making a deal.

I want you to know that no matter what happens you are safe this week (even if the veto is used) and I would be wondering if you did happen to use the veto if you would be interested in using it on Ian?

Hope to talk to you tomorrow

-Frank

1. He say I am safe!!
2. He say he want me use veto on Ian (If I win I supposse???))
3. Ian is ally so of course I was saving I think!!

So I hope we talk and then I see what he want because Holly I see my number one ally because she show more initiiiive than Ian and better player BUT I love be part of Frank plan and I think he want back door big player, Roddy or Lane? I think Lane!! But Lane do not talk to me so it is good.

[KEVIN]

I think IAN sour grape he run when he see nominated... so I think plan from Frank may not be reality!! Stupid IAN I think he really bad player.

[KEVIN]

FRANK WANT TO PUT MATT UP. HE DO NOT TRUST HIM. Ok it is good with me I talk to him twice and he freeball whole time I do not know what Matt head is up to aside from underwear!! So he can go I am fine!!

I be social with Frank a bit I think I talk more to him than to other people. Just interesting he is interesting person so I glad he trust me a bit.

He go around to all veto players and ask them save Ian from block for him back door Matt! I think is NOT smart to do that!! What if someone Matt ally? Then they not use it!! But I tell him I am using it and I tell him I vote Matt!! It is good for me!

[KEVIN]

Shadne also talk to me he is really nice person. why he put me up ok now if I win HOH I think I put Kristin and Joshua up!!

[KEVIN]

Yayyyyyy I am safe!! So happy!! Frank did the plan and he very vocal about it. Good for him he show cards. I not sure what Matty did wrong he is nice person but game is game bye Matt!

[KEVIN]

Haha I vote Josh and he not go but it is funny. Alliances blew up haha I think Frank really bad player lollll. I am sad Matt going he is good person but his campaign really bad. He throw everyone name out. But he right and joshia fucker.

So matt say good luck annie and cassi. But haha only two votes ro keep him, one is me!! I vote joshua before Matt blow up lol and no one know.

But people know I vote cassi oops.

Alliances are scary. I do not know where is home and I think problem if I do not win hoh!!

[KEVIN]

BAAAH Holly win!! I can only hope she not forget we talk since she was drunk!!!