Random Thoughts and Confessionals

[KEVIN]

So two days into game, I have initiate one conversation. It was with Ian he is cute. He was good talking to, we aligned right away

Now I'm wondering. Because no one is initiating conversations I am shy person and am scared initiating conversation with people. It is so awkward sometimes. So I am sitting here but no one is talking to me.

I hope I can win a comp soon so all the sluts will come to me

[KEVIN]

While I was writing, this song came by, it is so fitting!!!



Ugh |I need to get over it and talk to people!

[Kat]

[KEVIN]

It is still awkward. I am sitting here and no one is on. I only see Jenn on, but she did not speak me and I did not have gut speak to her because I afraid of conversation become awkward.

I did not have conversation with Ian in last few days.

Kristin was send me a PM and that is nice. I respond and it is not so awkward.

But so far I not feel good about my game.

[KEVIN]

But I like piece of art I made!! I can put in singature when challenge over

[KEVIN]

OK I AM VERY LUCKY PERSON NOW. I talked to one other houseguest in mean time... guess who that is? Lane And he win HOH He come to me talking yesterday and I think was real good. He chose Lane for him being hot and I soooo agree. So now I hope being safe

[KEVIN]

Now I suddenly have people come to me!!

And not one.

But FOUR.

And I am feeling oooooooh and I did not start any of the conversation.

And everyone is saying. I AM GLAD WE FINALLY GET TO TALK!!

So that mean they talked to everyone. Why do people talk to everyone? What do they even talk about? It so awkward hahaha.

FRANK is nice!!!!!!!! I am liking him! We talk about school. Yes I am in school in final year!! We also talked about France and Quebec and he is from Kansas City.

Joshua is hot!!!!!!!!!!!! Our conversations was ok! We talk about concert and orchestra.

Shane is OK we talk about game and how it look good

Now Annie is talking and she tell me she has exam on Saturday poor her.

I do not have problem with conversation, but first conversation what do you talk about? I like when it is about strategy but it is not about strategy. The people have many alliances and I am only in one with Ian!! I have problem soon!!

[KEVIN]

Sorry guys for doing so bad!! I have quite many things on head now but after tomorrow will be a little better!!

I totally expect and deserve be nominated this week. I talk to Shaney once but that is it... so it will not be enough. But better nominated and chance to play veto than backdoor! And I think if I am on block against Janelle I don't have worry because I did talk to some!!

I had fun conversation with Jenn just about what she was doing and she substitute teacher. I like her!!

[KEVIN]

Yayy and there we go!!

[Kat]

Aww

[KEVIN]

No I am happy with nomination because no backdoor!! I have not had time to give this my all and I not used to everyone talking to everyone in big brother game. So yes I suck but I not give up.

I think is better to throw veto because if nominations are same people vote inactive out. If I win veto people think, threat. And they will backdoor me in next week.

[KEVIN]

I think I like being pawn for a while and then when I need I will give my all in veto. But now is not right time. Shane will have to nominate other people and this person will be safe because Janelle go. I been talking just enough so people keep me. It is risk, but I have only one ally so is not that I let others down really and now I can play own game which I like.

[KEVIN]

I threw I think but not toooo obvious!! And I talk to Jenn again and Ian has not been checking site in 24 hours. Is all positive thing that will keep me just under radar but not to point where I am most inactive. So I hope this go well!!

[KEVIN]

Lane won and I sucked enough to not be target I hope!! Yay! Now I do not know how Lane feel but if we talk I hope he not feel like using on me because I do not want him having bigger target. He win all the competitions I like person so I have his back but I hope they keep me!!

[KEVIN]

OMG CAN I JUST SAY LANE SUCH A SWEET GUY <3 I JUST CANT.

In speech he tell people to talk to me how sweet <333333 I hope this not put target on me though like people think OMG LANE IS HOT AND KEVIN IS GAY AND THEY SLEEP!!

I CAN DREAM THOUGH OK?