Confessions of a Hot Guy Holic

[Joshuah]

I justs ent Cassi a PM with every "award" Roddy won in the HoH Competition to show her that keeping Rod-D is NOT a path she wants to go down. I am really hoping she makes the right decision here.

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[Joshuah]

I had everything PERFECT. Everything was going to right. But I didn't keep Shane under my thumb enough. I just assumed since he's my bitch he'd bend over when i said, but no. He thought there was no way to save Annie. He wanted to vote with the majority, and ended up being the fucking swing vote to having Roddy stay.

I am going to hang him by his dick.

The results are slowly being posted, and I'm perfect so far, but I know I fucked up at the end. Some people I used multiple times, and some peeps I never used, and everyone was used once. Watch Roddy win this. Watch my ass go home.

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[Joshuah]

I'm assuming I'm going to be nominated along with Kevin. I need Kristen, Cassi, AND Shane's vote to stay. If I lose ANY of those 3-it draws a tie. Kevin is a competition MACHINE, so hopefully I can convince Roddy that I shouldn't b the target. Gotta play it by ear!

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[Joshuah]

Oh look! A key! Surprising. BUT if the veto's used, I'm up, nevertheless. If I won, I'm not sure who I'd use it on! If I would at all. I feel like it'd be a test to see where my true loyalties stand. And Shane would go up. Awkward. But oh well! All I gotta do is wait for veto.

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[Joshuah]

I was so close to that veto! I love three way ties. Well, actually I just like three ways. Beggars/Choosers. Cassi won the veto, and I was extremely nervous because last time she won the veto, she fucked shit up for me, and if it was used I was going up! I'm going to evict Kevin. Even though he's slightly stronger than Kristen at competitions-the house perspective is that it's me and him. If I shatter that image, I might be able to pull ahead in this game because the house knows I can't win a competition without him. SO, adios Kevito.

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[Joshuah]

So, this HoH Comeptition was this 4in1, and it was a bit overwhelming. The most difficult part was the word scramble because they weren't single words. They were supposed to relate to Rise and Fall. THERE ISN'T A FUCKING JULIE CHEN HERE! *Cries* I was so relieved when Kevin won, and I tired to get him to nominate Roddy/Cassi since Frank was the least likely to win veto, and if any 2 of them are off the block, Shane is going home.

WELL.

Because Shane's a fucking dumbass and evicted Annie because he thought it was the majoritity, Kevin thinks Shane is playing both sides for a social game. And I just want to slap Kevin with a fish.

THIS IS WHY I EVICTED YOU! Cinnamon Buns WOULD BE SMARTER THAN THIS!

Anyways, Shane is up, and unless either him or I win the veto, HE'S GONE. OUT THE DOOR. KAPPOOF. ADIOS. SEE YOU NEXT FALL.

If Kevin wins, I MIGHT be able to beat him into submission until he does what I tell him.

I'm not confident with my veto time. I messed up twice. *Sigh*

Why does Jared Padalecki happen to good people?

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[Joshuah]

Kevin won. I got second. Grr! I'm trying to slap sense into Kevin's head that Shane is not a competitive threat, and in the next HoH I'll be against Roddy, Cassi, and Frank SOLO, and I can't handle that. At this point in the game, competitions are what matters, and it's crucial we get out the competitive threats and Shane is NO WAY IN HELL A COMPETITIVE THREAT.

Come on Kevin, do the smart thing.

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[Joshuah]

Who died and made me King of EVERYTHING? I need to lay some flowers by their grave because I AM YOUR NEW GOD!

ANYWAY I WANT IT, THAT'S THE WAY I GET IT! ANYWAY I WANT IT!
DEWNEWNEWNEWNEWWWWWWWWW!

ADIOS, Roddy!

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[Joshuah]

It's time for another belated DR entry! Thursday was my birthday! Didn't set it here on the board because I wanted to play alias, but that never follows through.

I was shocked to see Shane win a competition since he hasn't won one in ages, and it kind of scares me because the Jury loved him as a floater who never got his hands dirty and now he has recent comp wins.

And he offered me a F2.

I actually offered Frank a Final Two deal. Shane is too loved. Kevin is the biggest competitor here. And Cassi's being evicted. SO...I need Frank with me.

Frank actually revealed to me who he was. It's a small world, after all. He hated me the first game we ever played in, but then became friends, so I'm hoping Frank is loyal to our F2 because my heart rests with him, but everyone has F2s with everyone so you never know.

I'd love to win the next HoH to guarantee my safety spot in the F3, but the true power rests with that veto. The HoH locks their spot in. The veto holder locks their spot in AND ultimately locks in one more/denies a spot. Being unsafe that week and having your life depend on that veto is so stressful, though.

I really want a win a competition (and not have one handed to me).

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[Kat]

happy late birthday hope you had a good one!

[Joshuah]

I hate Kevin. He's so hard to beat. Now my life rests in this veto because I don't know who's going to keep me safe. The only two possible voters are Shane and Frank. I told Frank he needs me in the F2. Will he really believe Shane's a bigger threat than me? (No, but I need him to think that.) Is Shane the type of person who would jeopardize our friendship to win a game? (I am. If I somehow win, he's gone. He's a bigger competitive threat than Frank, and if the F3 is Kevin, Frank, Me-I get in no matter who wins. Kevin hates Frank, and Frank won't win against Kevin.)

I need this veto around my neck. I don't need to win the Final HoH. But PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET ME WIN THIS VETO.

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[Joshuah]

It's official. Tie between Frank and Kevin. Officially scared shirless. I am staying on the chopping block. I don't know what is going to happen to me. If Kevin wins, Shane votes, and I'm very evry sure he'll keep me, but I don't want to stand next to Kevin NOR Shane in the F2 (But I'd definitely have to pick Kevin). If Frank wins, I don't honestly thinks he sees Shane as a threat, and I'm going to get the fuck out. Shane even told em he doesn't care about this game. And he's the perfect person to bring.

I've worked too damn hard to go out now. I'm very proud of my gameplay here, and I think it's one of the best gameplays I've done. Maybe even THE best. And it's going to be ruined.

Why can't I win a fucking competition when I need to?

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